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The
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The contestant poems
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Finalist and semifinalist winners were announced and sponsors
acknowledged in a half-page ad which appeared in the September/October
2000 issue of Poets & Writers. Throughout the Summer, individual
poets were booked by the producers as individual features in various venues
in the metropolitan area.
Bookings were arranged for New York and New Jersey area
winners to appear -- up to a dozen at a time -- in various other venues
in Manhattan and upstate, including Baggot Inn, Cloister Café, Gotham
Book Mart & Gallery, Cornelia Street Café, etc., sometimes together
with the LyR Carnegie musicians and with speaker/editor George Dickerson.
Most were sponsored by Poets & Writers with a grant from the
New York State Council on the Arts.
The photos which appear here were taken on October 25,
2000 during the reading at Gotham, New York's oldest and most prestigious
independent book store. Bertha Rogers (Beowulf), Michael T. Young
(Transcriptions of Daylight) and George Dickerson (Selected Poems)
who also participated are pictured, along with Nicholas Johnson, Reese
Thompson, Susan Scutti, Diana Manister, Mark Nickels, Rob Wright, Stella
Padnos, Jay Chollick, and Evan Eisman.
LyR's
Return to Carnegie
Fierce demand for performance
dates and Carnegie's own greatly expanded use of Weill Recital Hall prevented
LyR's return to Carnegie this Spring. However, the Lyric Recovery Festival(tm)
2002 will be widely publicized shortly after signing and a call for submissions
to the international competition will follow in this publication and elsewhere
in due course.
The
LyR Carnegie Poems
The Music
of Poetry
Galway Kinnell
Zivanska
James Ragan
Unshelved
Maureen Holm
Finalists
Elegy
for a Bird House
Diana Manister, Staten Island
Firecraft
Special Mention
Mark Nickels, Brooklyn
Fitzgerald’s
Trees
Tobias Deehan, Manhattan
Frog Queen
in Fall
Third Prize
Joanna Smith Rakoff, Manhattan
Ixion at Mud
Second Prize
Evan Eisman, NJ
St. Brendan
at Crosshaven
Christopher Neenan, Rome, Italy
Stumbling
Running of the Pines
Tatamkhulu Afrika, Cape Town, South
Africa
Untitled
(My lunchbox holds bones . . . )
Reese Thompson, Zaragosa, Spain
The Work of
Hardening
Robin Lim, Baguio City, Philippines
When Gravity
Fails
First Prize
Nicholas Johnson, Brooklyn
Semifinalists
Accident
at Windsor Station
Outstanding Semifinalist Poem:
Content
Naomi Guttman, Montreal (and Hamilton,
NY)
Cantus
for the Horses
Outstanding Semifinalist Poem:
Reach
Rob Wright, Philadelphia
Encounter
at the Butterfly Museum
Madeline Artenberg, Manhattan
Eternal Vigilance
Susan Scutti, Manhattan
Hansel,
Gretel and the Black Bird
Reese Thompson, Zaragosa, Spain
Haunts
Outstanding Semifinalist Poem:
Craft
Mark Nickels, Brooklyn
Inside You
Viktor Tichy, Fairfield, IA
Like an Old
Dog
Deborah Reich, Queens
Love
from a Blue Window in the City
Mia Albright, Manhattan
Old Babyface
Outstanding Semifinalist Poem:
Musicality
Jay Chollick, Queens
Streaming
Stella Padnos, Brooklyn
The
Weeping of the Penny Whistle
Peter Horn, Cape Town, South Africa
The
Music of Poetry
Galway Kinnell
And now -- after putting
forward a "unified theory":
that the music resulting
from any of the methods
of organizing English
into rhythmic surges
can sound like the
music resulting from any other,
being the music not
of a method but of the language;
and after proposing
that free verse is a variant
of formal verse, using
unpredictably the acoustic
repetitions which
formal verse employs regularly;
and after playing
recordings of the gopher frog’s
long line of glottal
stops, sounding like rumblings
in an empty stomach,
and the notes the hermit thrush
pipes one after another,
then twangles together,
and the humpback whale’s
gasp-cries as it passes
out of the range of
human perception of ecstasy,
and the wolf’s howls,
one, and then several,
and then all the pack
joining in a polyphony
to whatever in the
sunlit midnight sky
remains keeper of
the axle the earth and
its clasped lovers
turn upon and cry to;
and after playing
recordings of an angakoq
chanting in Inuktitut
of his trance-life as a nanuk,
a songman of Arnhem
Land, Rahmani of Iran,
Neruda of Chile, Yeats,
Thomas, Rukeyser,
to let the audience
hear that our poems
are of the same order
as those of the other animals
and are composed,
like theirs, when we find ourselves
synchronized with
the rhythms of the earth,
no matter where, in
the city of Brno, which cried
its vowel deep into
the night to get it back,
or at Ma’alaea on
Maui in Hawaii, still plumping
itself on the actual
matter of pleasure there,
or here in St. Paul,
Minnesota, where I lean
at a podium trying
to draw my talk to a close,
or on Bleecker Street
a time zone away in New York,
where only minutes
ago my beloved may have
put down her book
and drawn up her eiderdown
around herself and
turned out the light --
now, causing me to
garble a few words
and tangle my syntax,
I imagine I can hear
her say my name into
the slow waves
of the night and,
faintly, being alone, sing.
(Imperfect Thirst, Houghton
Mifflin, 1994)
*
Zivanska
James Ragan
After the doors were
shut and the windows sealed
to let the ember’s
soft foot lie, my father
slapped the crystal
clear of wine and rising
tall as Janosik, full
of heart, whispered down,
"Grass is burning.
Stags are in the wood."
And out into the green
night and salt arbors
of the brook we followed
the king of bandits
upslope through the
branched spires and thickets
into woods where only
mold and roses thorned.
Under a moon as low
as a mushroom scone,
we soured coals in
sprigs and ginger grass
and hidden as with
any intention the mind deceives to rob,
the sparks saw into
the burning earth
what flint of fire
could set the night to gasp.
A crackling sound began
to grow into the roaring
hooves of deer and
longer still to racing herds
as bacon fat dripped
longingly into laps of bread,
and onions skewered
and spat above the fire spears.
In my father’s fist
the long wind reed became a switch
that like the last
finger on a hand hooked
potatoes by the eye.
Wine took the aching down
into the throat and
further in, the heart of something
shook that only nature
recognized as sound.
The grass had burned
to snapping darkness and to the last
sobbing tongue, my
father pointed down to silence,
"The stags are gone.
Boars have killed their young."
And no one moved. The
king of bandits sheathed
his spearhead into
ground. None had known
that hidden in the
wet rock of the August clearing
a boar, alone and
sorry for its breed, had moaned and wept.
(The Hunger Wall, Grove 1995)
*
Unshelved
(at Shakespeare & Co., Paris)
Maureen Holm
Black paws, blue china
saucer,
deep velvet red relief,
Proust at my bedside
with tea and madeleines,
Rimbaud on the roof
. . . prêt à sauter tomber voler?
braiding the tail
plumes of swallows.
What makes for kind,
what makes for cruel?
Tears at the ready,
a gesture, a tone,
and I dissolve for
the taking,
with a heel of poîlane,
a guzzle of grape,
will oozing down my
vagabond thigh.
Si je sautais, cette
feuille crispée dans la main,
Notre Dame, m’enlèverait-elle,
André,
lourde, étourdie,
de la Seine?
Me voilà,
jeune parque d’un
certain âge,
poursuivie
par le serpent
qui m’emmène.
What makes for ‘now,’
what makes for ‘ever’?
Turn out my pockets
for smug passersby,
cigarette butts, frizzled
scrags of hair,
worry-fingered rosary
of my whitening distress,
and suffer the image
effaced of its rhyme,
a hollowed-out vowel,
nub of prophetic gloss.
Enlèverait-elle
la page au moins,
qui sait nager,
sinon l’écrivain?
When is time? When
is time?
What ‘later’ if purpled
with coward’s regret,
what ‘jumped-the-gun’
suicide, false starts of hope,
on the umpteenth attempt
between 20 and 40
to convince her to
let me stay?
Inter-quick-changeable
vision of the young,
which-one-who-him-why
his
tongue licks ooze
from thigh,
but the where still
always here,
that tree tunnel bridge
river boat,
until the hideous
filigreed summons
of window and ‘Should
I?’ sky.
Never woman by woman
so ardently sued for,
nor even man by his
wooing more pitiful than I:
unrequitedly ruined
-- by a city.
(Prior publ.: Paris/Atlantic,
Spring 2000)
*
Elegy
for a Bird House
Diana Manister
I loved a man
who built a bird house
on Staten Island,
a radiance that now
has disappeared.
The hands of the man
were a worker’s hands,
containing in their
muscles and nerves
memories of wires twisted,
boards sanded,
pipes turned
and motors taken apart.
O house-maker, seed-giver,
builder of bright
particular things,
did the shadow fall
here as well
on Staten Island?
Did our day end like
an old man dying
in a rented room?
And will the bird house
go under the sea,
and the man go under the hill?
Will the heart break
and the heart fail
and the house go under the sea?
And will the light
that was given be taken again,
and the heart go under the hill?
What do we do when
there is no consolation?
In darkness, how are
we to see?
My father too was a
maker,
builder of bird houses,
doll houses,
transmission-fixer,
valve-adjuster,
a radiance that now
has disappeared.
What can we do when
there is no consolation?
When the sun falls
into the landscape,
how are we to see?
All the madness and
innocence of my love
could not save him;
wrenches lie on his bench;
nails of different sizes
are organized in bottles
in a row.
All the madness and
innocence of my love
count for nothing.
When the shadow falls,
the father will go
under the hill
and the man who is
like the father will be taken in darkness,
and the light that
was given will be taken again,
and the house, and
the madness, and the love,
and bright particular
things,
will all go under
the sea.
*
Firecraft
July 4th, 1999,
New York City
(Special Mention)
Mark Nickels
How rich you are, an
urchin said to Wilde,
advancing under Covent
Garden with
a bank of orange lilies,
and as the 20th ends,
in the city indisputably
its capital,
I gasp the same. Fireworks.
Before the finish,
they sent a drift
of willows up, massive,
coppery, lazy in their
fall, the towers
all but hidden by
these ember trees.
The least of circuses
are consequential.
If less so than bread,
one may feed
on the polity's undirectional
love.
On the other roof,
camcorder monitors
are cool and blue,
the operators slender
in their shorts, well
cared for, with all
their vaccinations,
their eyes the color
that they chose. The
bursts have panicked
car alarms, which
wobble like an alien invasion
in a Fifties movie.
And interesting
the continuities:
the same saltpeter smell
as when the headlines
shouted French Guns
Open Up! - those flashes
could be coming
from the Somme. The
braying tugs
could well be hooting
on the Thames,
VE Day, or like an
oboe in an overture, Rameau.
Yesterday, we staggered
in a heat wave,
Virgil, June and I,
to a museum, where
a 3D video of Nippon
goddesses unfolded.
Virgil vaguely watched,
an infant, his eyes
a lens unfocused,
while I stood behind
and tried to fit the
3D glasses to his head.
I must have wanted
to amaze, transfix him,
ensure that there
was nothing he would miss.
And then I knew I
'd forego none of this:
the whole as futuristic
as I could have
wished for, nine or
ten, and guessing
what the streaming
future would be like.
My computer, with a
banner, just
suggested, Looks like
you're trying
to write a letter?
Can I help?
But I'm not, or am
I, Virgil?
You are six months
old now, frowning
and Churchillian.
When you read this
I may be dead, or
frozen in the moon.
It is 1999, and I
always
write in light now.
Our wars are surgical,
though as random and
ham-handed
as they always were.
The circuses are instant
and marvelous to point
of dread, but tonight
the same as when the
Chinese Emperor
had charges packed
with gold, so that from barges,
his minister of firecraft
could incise
these willows on the
inky sky.
I'm not an urchin,
nor will you be. No one
is overawed forever.
See how in planes,
the passengers will
draw the shade, while outside,
inside sleeves of
cloud, every expectation
they ever held of
heaven. Sublimity
is never, maybe, what
this mammal wanted.
Even if it lost itself
in images forever,
legs folded on the
bank, there would still be pain,
the crossed sciatic
spears in back and legs
from shaking out the
rice all day,
or from shaking out
these letters, still
the only food that
keeps us ravening for life.
*
Fitzgerald’s
Trees
Tobias Deehan
Hold moment of compelled
emanation
meant to be pulling
out to sea
refrain tide
refrain tide
only if friendship
can vision
vanished trees of
New York
and feel a stronger
current along the sound
pushing against commission
none in time with
a beating
of a building entering
you
make color at moments
rain my hair down
rain my hair down
again hint to hills
and harvest
where memoir
memoir tulips hold
red metal fish
gave reason to pull
the line
More time in a drop
other than
the blackberry harvest
shortening distance
to the bean.
Only blackberries early
white scars shade
the body
life of memory and
future wishes.
Ever to know you or
give blood or marrow
to the one who matches
beneath the skin
or hair
or trees.
*
Frog
Queen in Fall
(Third Prize)
Joanna Smith Rakoff
Already, I’m sick of
apples and trying to match
myself to myself,
match sweaters to my graying hair.
Where there were leaves
there are leaves of a different color
and they estrange
the wind from itself, from its earlier
direction. It is drier,
the wind. I hate it like
a sister, burning
and creeping my hair, making it
all electric. There
was a time when I wanted to keep
it with myself and
the flowering trees -- when it seemed
too private -- or embarrassing,
that I was not chosen
but had to choose
something for myself. I’m not sure
you understand risk
-- in your cities -- risk or what happens
afterward, when you
win out, the big pay-off. The kingdoms
were like counties
then -- like suburbs -- close together,
kings upon kings --
my father no more or less than any
of them because, you
see, the queens were the real
headache, brought
from what was then called far away,
collapsing on stairways,
ordering textiles in enemy colors,
asking the poets to
dinner. It is true that everyone
was more beautiful
then and it’s not just childhood makes
me think so. I am
progeny of shade. I see what is -- laudanum
queens, what makes
change -- and safety was not yet
a word; Do you see
why we learned to conjure? I liked it.
The possibility of
being self and self, of the wind’s
selection -- nothing
matters to youth. You do not
understand risk or
regret. You imagine yourself the ghost
of your mother’s final
suicide; you imagine yourself
the incision -- or
the inner life of the amphibian. It’s not
as clinical as it
sounds. That we are our secrets. Allow
me some inaccuracies,
some memory -- or do you know the word
"aphasia?" I tell
you -- I liked it. The streets in the town were
disgusting,
beyond that -- filth,
disease -- and, of course, it reached
us out here, beyond
the tips of the trees. We are all wanting to be
tragedians, to set
forth our little Cordelias, let
down our rapturous
Pre-Raphaelite hair, to die and be
a lily or be the same
but more beautiful. I am not death
or some kind of costume,
or even a stuffed effigy waiting to be
burned into something.
I heard the conversations of the
queens --
the asking of permission,
asking others to listen,
ten million poems of
courtly love and I think I have written
them all. As metal
holds to metal, there are no more sorrys
in my exhaustion. Sometimes
I think I am the end of the
pastoral -- all those
sparrows and squirrels and the men who make
them,
their endless ancestry.
Do you see now?
Do you see risk, as
it is -- the visceral -- frogs
are not like drawings
of frogs. You may have my story. The wind
is my elective --
look how it swims me to Greece -- shows
you the truth. Reader,
this is fame -- the parts that have
kicked away, the pictures
in drawers or boxes belonging
to people in faraway
places, people who speak and cannot
envision my ears or
the actuality of the slick of the frog.
(Work abridged in performance,
reproduced here in its entirety.)
*
Ixion
at Mud
(Second Prize)
Evan Eisman
I have succumbed to
the smell of sweating
mud thwacked by hooves
and fresh sawn
lumber oozing pine
sap, yellowing alfalfa
bricks, a snap, a whinny,
and a mallard’s
whack. I want to stand
in the pen now,
barefoot in the steaming
mud, among
the foals I want to
buck. I know that clay
will pack and harden
between my soft
winter-toes. In the
mud I’ll make amends
for the many mistakes
I’ve made this year;
wearing my elbows
red, bleating my knotty
stomach at the absent
green -- cramped,
my heart turned to
liver, my heart turned to spleen --
for months the brittle
moth wings in my throat
have been swallowed,
crushed or clipped.
I must be leaving for
the mud now, sidling
up to the pent mares
in the open where they
neigh, I will mount
white-bellied Hylonome,
and she will bear our
children, and they
will be centaurs,
and not one will ever know
the feel of mud on
soft soles, but four hooves
caked with piss-clay
and sullied fetlock tufts,
the heft of horse,
the mind of man, but burdened by
two livers, they will
be too bilious, but also, by
two hearts, too good.
I will keep their quivers clean
and I will soap their
bellies until they eat and drink and act
like men, and then
I will free them from the pen.
*
St.
Brendan at Crosshaven
Christopher Neenan
Chill water, chill
rocks, chill turn of the tide.
Sea-gulls on the sea
wall, bitter with waiting.
Weeds rise and fall,
like closed eyes in the water.
A breath off the river
freezing our fingers to the rail.
Fisherman’s lamps is
a name for flowers lighting the water at the
rock’s edge, warm
like a window or an open door, a shelter from the
long haul of the sea.
Sea-gulls circle our
small craft with visions of a river.
In the moorgrass running
down to the sand, swept flat by the
whipping foam and
salt, a god in the body of a hare beckons us in.
Curlews call to curlews
of hard rowing short and ragged, breaking
the will and body
against the incessant
teeming of the sea.
Here we move more cautious
and more kind, more slow to close the
moon’s eyes.
In the dark, cold
clangs like a bell.
Moon and tide turn
guides through the night.
They shine on splendid
gates that skilfully light the sea from a safe
distance.
Sometimes they can
close a door to us, blow out the light of a pallid
sun and let its smoking
wick blacken the sky.
At a day’s end, we
have not found what we rowed in to find.
Moon and tide push
us out.
In lines we talk,
whispering over the waves’ wash.
Winter stays long.
Very little warmth
stirs in these night places.
We hear a tide turn
and run over the sandstones, feeling for its level.
The moon comes out,
silver in its old man’s eyes, rips the edges of
clouds and shows a
stairway over the estuary.
I shout the order to
row on.
*
Stumbling Running
of the Pines
Tatamkhulu Afrika
There is a pond in
a fold of the hill
that I visit sometimes
even though
it is not on the way
to anywhere I need to be.
If it has a name,
I have not heard it,
no squiggle on a map
proclaims
that I do not dream
a dream to please
the child in me that
so demandingly survives.
Pines ring it, crowding
close, beginning to slant
a little as the winds
lean on them at their allotted times.
Pines are not for
writing poems about.
Where the beauty,
grace, hamadryad in the wood
of these still to
be lopped poles with roots,
their thrusting upwards
as through they would outstrip
the shaggy long johns
that pass for leaves, would consort
with an unearthliness
of stars?
They stay green all
the year round?
True, but all else
dies within the deserts of their shades
and who shall bamboozle
me that needles are not hairs?
Yet I must admit the
pines fit the pond.
Willows would be too
twee, silver poplars too
much of a celebration
that the pond would laugh at
with the steel chime
of its tight as a bellyskin
circlet of black water
even the birds shun.
It does not lead you
to it down long
slopes of needles
that would floor you like they were oil or blood,
does not slack the
armadillos round
the nuts that are
the quantum leap
from woodenness to
a passion you could share.
Suddenly you are walking
in the water as though
some giant cat or
witch’s familiar pissed
in your path and now
you think you hear it scampering somewhere
near.
Each time so tricked,
you step
back from the water,
shake
it from your shoes,
cup
it in a palm and it
is clear
as glass and cold
as death and yet
alive with a rhythm
that is iron’s.
Also then you hear
the sound,
gentle as a patting
of hands,
of small beasts drinking
in the round,
ringing you beyond
the light
of the torches your
mind flings, and you prowl
the pond with no hope
because
you have done that
so many times before.
Somewhere a flowing
water is entering it like new blood,
must be leaving it
somewhere deep or else
it would swell, but
there is no fall however small
that rings its tiny
bell, only this
resonance in my bones
as of bees, this
entrapping of my mind
in the black
deepening lacquer
of the pond, and I stare,
rooted in the stumbling
running of the pines.
*
Untitled
(My lunchbox holds bones . . .)
Reese Thompson
My lunchbox holds bones,
that clamor as stones, a little lank from
lactose
when I return to you,
a blood baby, well-groomed with a clean
diaper.
Already so sick, I
go on, choke and spit.
Charity overtook them,
when they made me. My mother's face
flushed
like a broken rose,
about to die, withering red, rather impatient for
winter.
Her belly of bones,
restless with whining, the lank you go lactose
over.
Even in the womb, statuesque
sisters held parliament, gripping deep
as
gnarled trees in the
dirt - tomb raiding - nude as day when I was dug up.
Already so sick, I
go on, choke and spit.
Then daylight closed
in and eclipsed just as quick, and I went
shoeless
into the world, as
orphans cut away too soon, will go on, with the
burden
of bones, my father
in a lunchbox, a little lisp from converting to dirt.
Noon, lit, draped in
its shadowless suit, and made me seizure under
a new sun. Life clung
to my gut like twining ivy, and I was an artist.
Already so sick, I
go on, choke and spit.
I remember the storm
of my middle hour, watching clouds roll all
afternoon
and fought for the
measure of life due me. I ache for your stone.
A lunchbox of bones,
sleepless alone, a little drunk from hunger.
Already so sick, I
go on, choke and spit.
*
The
Work of Hardening
Robin Lim
Missing you,
I turn away from the
galena color of our baby's eyelids,
close my face to the
smell of hay and the copper of morning.
Now dry heart. Now
clenched soul.
Parts of me lie planted,
like corn in cracked earth,
on roadsides. Other
parts torn, discarded
I pray for you to
be whole.
I pry at my locks.
Today I saw a man your
age
in a neat pine box;
not a cliché, just really
dead, his hair still
so black,
the wood still oozing
sap.
Kalinguya songs for
him.
Gin-eyed cousins, passing
shots, singing...
"Today we sit together,
brothers and sisters, listening.
Together, listening
to nothing. You speak not a thing."
After three days of
the aunties, waving newspaper over his face,
to keep off the flies...
they will bury him
on a Filipino hillside.
Where are you sleeping
this night?
This night I'll receive
a baby, into my shaking
hands. I remember too well
the night you received
our son,
sure hands, ocean-eyed.
You were the tree
I hung from,
and in pain I did
bite your flesh.
*
When
Gravity Fails
(after Nietzsche)
(First Prize)
Nicholas Johnson
When gravity fails,
everything is up for
grabs the way you glean directions:
the slow harvest of
piling fraction on fraction
to come up with whole
numbers and a new direction
not discoverable by
ordinary prepositions.
There’s a simplicity
about it that attracts
as if the spirit of
gravity were still operative
and it were possible
for the hand
to attract something
clear without being grabby.
Eyes have become hooks
I can hang a sky on,
but legs hanging over
the edge of a roof make me nervous.
Getting the picture
and framing it
is never perfection
but a beginning,
and when you lie beside
me,
I feel like a mirror
with a hundred eyes.
But that doesn’t make
you nervous.
There’s something clean
about being afraid
you’ll fall off the
roof or the bed.
There are reflections
to contend with,
but reflections are
only the complications of light.
Figures of speech,
too, are charming
if you don’t examine
them too closely.
When you do, there
are visible bruises
you can question,
but don’t expect an answer.
Both of us drink from
too many glasses
to prevent dying of
thirst.
Sleeping then becomes
the lord of the virtues,
but there’s a strength
found in avoiding it.
When it does come,
your sleep is the sweetest thief I know.
Nothing seems
to be missing: your mouth opens
and the eyes close,
and all the pictures slide
down the walls as
the hooks come unfastened.
The glance downward
causes the hand to reach up
to steady itself,
and I can see you on the roof
under the milky paths
of the more visible stars.
Mornings-after require
more mornings,
but the failing of
gravity is countered
by the litter of butts,
empties and forgotten puns.
Morning then recurs
like a bad cough.
Voices grate like
slate pencils.
But there is still
the pleasure of pleasure in a face.
The hand holding up
the mirror is your hand or my hand,
and now, even everything
will never be enough.
~ ~ ~
Accident
at Windsor Station
Saint Patrick's
Day, 1909
(Outstanding Semifinalist
Poem: Content)
Naomi Guttman
In the sodden winter
light I went
to meet the tall black
engine, hoping
to see you well and
greet you
with the children
in my arms. I'd baked
a cake and set the
house in order, but
when the steaming
locomotive tore through
wood and plaster crashing,
the station master
shoving us aside,
(Bougez! Bougez! he cried),
I thought only of
us, the ones aground.
Another woman and
her children died waiting
for their man who,
when he saw their bodies
hollered like a horse
gone wild.
In the blue-capped
bedlam I searched for you
as best I could and
when I couldn't find you
headed home feeling
barely saved, perhaps abandoned
by calamity. I've
wondered since if indeed
you did arrive and
see us chalky, scared, relieved:
Did we remind you
of a promise made in youth
and never kept, things
being what they are in life --
all compromise? Once
you said that misery
is preferable to boredom,
and when I think of this
I hear that man's
desperate cry.
Did you hear it too?
*
Cantus for the Horses
(Outstanding Semifinalist
Poem: Reach)
Rob Wright
On June 18, 1815,
at a crossroads between Grande Alliance and Waterloo,
50,000 men and
10,000 horses were killed in an afternoon.
I
The rye tops have been
bleached in the heat
blond. Milkweed pods
and thistle down
as fine as the unnamed
fluff on a baby’s neck
fly. The hay is ripe.
Time for the first
cut
but horses and soldiers
have been trampling
the fields
so that for miles
it looks
as if a squadron of
ships had been dragged
by a drunken giant
up this hill and down
that.
A girl in homespun
lies on her back
knees up
as if left for dead
and well she might.
Flies light
take off
light.
Grooms polish tack
and lather leather
burnished chestnut
by the backsides and
thighs of scarlet riders.
The smell of soap
and pond water is a comfort
but not one of them
foul-mouthed and stinking
of sweat, dried grass,
hot wool
would admit to this.
Horses are tethered
in a long column.
The ground has been
scoured to dust
by prehensile lips
snapping
clodding
Bridles and blankets
off
they’re oddly naked
and feminine
even the odd stallion
with a prick pink
as a coronation gown.
A clutch of sunburned
men
with brass hats, like
firemen
ride cannons to the
front.
The mud stains on
their backsides
are the shape of crocuses.
II
Whistles.
Shouts.
The grooms point to
horsemen
cantering up the valley
road
polished pretty, chrome
flashing
sweethearts signaling
through the haze.
French horses coming
over at mid-day
as if for tea.
The cannons fire.
Instantly
the ear squeezes down
a puckering sphincter
except for the central
ringing
and a worm-hole of
pain.
The grooms hop behind
the guns
like barn kittens
looking for a nipple.
The cannoneers work
like midwives
trading buckets, rags
wiping out steaming
holes.
Shot is carried in
a blanket
like an iron ‘Christ
the child.’
Men are barely clear
the barrel
when the firing hole
is touched.
A tree branch, three
horses
brass kit, sabers,
riders
fall
as if on cue.
The French stand like
idiot children left at a cross-roads
and take a volley
up the middle.
A cannoneer who has
found the time to strip to the skin
waves them off. They
stand
and take another.
The
horses
fall
slowly
legs
body
neck
last the head
like a rug full of
dust.
The midwifery at the
guns goes on
sulphur smoke, smoldering
grass
air as thick as a
bathhouse, mad laughter
stops
not by command
but as if everyone
had run out of things to kill
at the same instant.
III
More than blasted trees
more than the tatter
of bone and wool
more than the legs
sprouting up like weeds
what I see are
horses. One has fallen
not ten feet from
the water carriers
belly up, eyes reflecting
the wide sky
legs moving slowly
still running.
*
Encounter
at the Butterfly Conservatory
(in memory of Frida
Kahlo)
Madeline Artenberg
I don’t depend on legs
my wings are real
after so many dreams
I rest folded atop
a girl’s ebony hair
like a black and orange-spotted
comb.
Her amor looks astonished
as if a Spanish lady
had replaced
the eighteen-year
old girl,
ring-pierced septum
and small silver circles
through her eyebrows,
trailing down the
ears.
I am no longer bound
free
to fly under this
false sun.
No one has cut me
from cardboard
placed me on this
dark canvas
I make my own way
bounce off four walls
flutter from host
to host. The young
female is dwarfed by
her all-in-leather man;
he proudly announces
that girlfriend and butterfly
have spent one hour
together.
People run with fingers
extended
swat the air to capture
some flutterings;
"Stay, stay with me
even for a minute," they say.
But I’ve chosen this
particular one
skimming her tattoos
before landing steadfast.
The couple readies
to leave
I lift off, warning
her,
"Always stop to look
in the mirror;"
spread my wings
like a pair of black
eyebrows
joined beneath a third
eye.
*
Eternal
Vigilance
Susan Scutti
Repeatedly, the gong
of a
cathedral bell.
The sky is technicolor
blue,
the brick wall a byzantine
red.
Chaotic sheets twist
around my hips and
thighs.
Until dawn I'd looked
out
at the building across
the courtyard,
up at the watertower
shaped like a pulpit,
a black silo set against
the orange, ghostly New York sky.
I thought about the
time I lay
awake most of a night
admiring you.
Now I linger, imagining
you in your life:
the silent man unlocking
a door on Great Jones as two trucks pass;
the burning cigarette
rising to your parted lips;
a dog's bark;
the slamming door.
Intact,
your heart is beating
as
you climb the stairs,
strands of gray hair
falling
across your temple.
*
Hansel,
Gretel and the Black Bird
Reese Thompson
Noon's enterprise is
little more than catatonic
from my third-floor
window, so I shut the shade
and turn on the lights.
nothing has changed,
even the thin scaffold,
skeletal round my heart's renovation,
must await its worker's
arrival at lunch time and dinner.
They're underpaid
and hungry, letting the foundation
splinter - little
progress all the same.
I remember, as far
back as this morning, and muse -
how easy things come
about and are predictable. like
the sun in the morning
will never fail to cross
from the dewy frost,
fierce into its blankest hour - wide -
just as I have, cut
my path into manhood, all the time,
at my own risk. I
remember, as far back as this morning,
to my dim beginning
and muse - how easy things come about
and are predictable,
like a boy, an eventual
man - without question.
There was a story -
Hansel, Gretel and the Black Bird -
they tell to the inmates
when they're first abandoned.
The muzzle-bound,
bib-wearing set of kiddies on a carousel,
icig the same forest
for years, unclaimed. waking every
morning with hate
on the breakfast plate, a cup of coffee
and a dead father.
I remember as far back as I can stand
and muse the obvious,
how easy things come about and
are predictable. like
a widow, her heavy purse, can persuade
the jackal to visit.
as night would descend on daylight, and
Hansel and Gretel
go giddy-eyed into the forest.
but then years pass
in this same fashion, and already mad from
hunger
and paranoia, Hansel
and Gretel turn on each other. like survivors
in a lifeboat, the
outcome was inevitable. how owls' eyes at night
fool you to another
kinship and you forget the intentions of your
vengeance, ours is
a story of recycled victims. just as the sun never
fails to circle the
same practiced path every morning, we go on -
now adults - searching
for a way out of the forest. but my hunger
is a black bird that
will burn only at the chance to court fire! and
the hate whose home
it made in my orphanage, was all too
anticipated.
I muse - how easy
things come about and are predictable.
*
Haunts
(Outstanding Semifinalist
Poem: Craft)
Mark Nickels
One day, in fall, a
toxin entered into me.
I expelled it then,
but not before an impress.
I sidestepped, shuddered,
froze, and turned
into a scarab, avoided
looking in the mirror,
and shaved by touch,
and shaved my head.
Altogether I became
a sliver, a shutter,
a shadow in the Prado,
a maneuver
to become someone
about whom nothing was known.
I fished, made inexpensive
meals for myself,
and recorded on a
tape broods of cicadas,
wastrels, new shelled
layabouts with husks,
eternal loafers, like
the dead, at once
companionable, and
disinterested.
Thinking of the people
I had met that day,
with love and fear,
and up all night
to welter in the wake
and by the haunt of others,
I reckoned the whole
thing a haunt:
my brain, the world,
the diorama clouds,
somehow love's hardware
damaged,
a signal curse of
watchers and of waiters,
descending in the
bitter blood of ancestors,
a fold in air I delved
out for myself,
an envelope to shelter
in.
When my father, lowered
by a winch into the ground,
was lowered by a winch
into the ground,
the others in the
family clustered while I stood apart
and dealt myself this
little wound.
At least it has not
worsened over time.
By indirection I survey
dimensions of this spell
of otherness, the
volume of the violence there,
and sourceless grief,
self-loathing in a short parade
that trails me with
its panoply of fireworks,
a train of invisible
pull-toys clicking, and whirring.
I hardly see it anymore,
a festival creche
for my Brooklyn fire
ants. Still,
when good things happen,
look into my ear:
two creatures in the
mind still slash and bite each other.
But I have weighed
these things, and now
I work. It is what
happiness costs.
*
Inside
You
Viktor Tichy
Hand that rocks the cradle
rules the world.
-Pastor Eric
I ogle hi-cuts at the
beach,
the statues which
lend them substance
deflowered by the
waves,
but if I have to pick
a friend
to walk with every
day,
I am the dew on the
nettles
licking the tendons
of your feet.
I learned to water
the meadow in me,
play background music
of soil,
and trust the fading
empty heart
drawn in my breath
on your glasses.
I grew to mistrust
the geyser of will,
the testosterone current
which kidnaps virgins,
holy books,
babies in wicker baskets.
When I enter, I long
to be
the dawn you greet,
the air you breathe,
the milk in your breasts
without agenda.
When I swim in your
belly, I envy our child
the season before
fingernails.
*
Like
an Old Dog
Deborah Reich
my hand understands
& hears without ear,
adds voice, grammar;
The tree of sorrow
parts to bear its fruit;
this is love’s animal
before you;
The surface grows hands,
enters & examines
your sleep;
isn’t any just -
voices grieve, thoughtroads -
home, in handfuls
of care, isn’t any deed;
It’s hard to be human.
Tired? Climb &
circle?
I change the room to
a rag, wash your face;
I want: brown, green,
rain, cellar, cowslip, 5 fingers -
you promised our old
age together,
bare feet on the porch
rail, no underwear -
would anyone notice?
would the flies come?
mosaic eyes align,
seed & reseed you, barefoot,
actsong in deep water;
the waves’ smallest
handful, you in your
little coat sucked dry, your skin
with no juice in it
& my paw beloves you.
*
Love
from a Blue Window in the City
Mia Albright
I recall, your fingers
dripped to a glass inside your knee;
As you talked to someone
else, one shoulder leaned
into my evening.
Later, an adventure
of lost objects formed at my back;
I began to try to
remember the public names for flowers.
Began to collect the
world one thing at a time,
Like Conrad’s character
sipped the surface he swam in.
When I considered
your opinions as if they were your body,
I discovered what
it is to play with time is high.
The air tightens around
fall and opens around flight.
Not having you, time
and I became lovers.
Memory forward not
back.
I guessed you didn’t
want waves of arms, hands, fingers
Mouth and neck, to
drown you in a spoken breath.
You must insist your
aggression is the best.
I see you miss the
light stray across your lips,
While you explain
something superior to me.
You don’t know what
I mean when I shrug.
I can lose myself
losing somebody else
As if their address
were a slab of prize green marble.
Passion has never
forced you to breathe;
Nor will my storm.
Any more than a branch
of apricot petals
Ever forced anyone
to love.
*
Old
Babyface
(Outstanding Semifinalist
Poem: Musicality)
Jay Chollick
Somewhere,
but not too deep into
the
muddied flesh,
I am an infant lying
in its
startled light, the
world
incomprehensible,
and painful in its
thwarting
of desire.
And weighty years
have not submerged
this
genesis--
the infantile still
flares and
beats its fist
and I am still so
many
chubby things,
still longing for
the breast
and for the succor
of its calm
to lie against.
Age beaches strange.
Still quivering, a
child’s dread
lies prone
as youthful mocking
attitudes
keep washing up--
haphazard,
pale with salt,
though some parts
gleam--
transfigured,
but familiar.
And how the coarsened
infant
seizes them,
turns mother-soft
and
welcoming, cries where
have you
been and clutches
the
irrational; the irritant;
the vagrant needs
that had shown prickly
surface
once, these phantoms,
like the cries from
children
torn they reassert
themselves,
they stretch their
tensile length
to agelessness
and then rear up blood
minute
from the softest clock.
O how this world
roars into me! I shook
within the premier
blinding
of its light,
it was my child’s
youngest
dazzlement, still
potent now-- it’s
how
I saw, still see the
flower;
my eye and petal
open to the light
and there is belled
still into tender
ears,
love’s music
from the mother time
And then, as now,
I’m teetering; a dizzy
land
united in a crumbled
and despairing
age with limpid
flesh;
still looking wonderingly
at my
hand, each digit free
and miracle--
but what is truly
strange is
backward into deepest
need:
old mouths still seek
a kind
and tender thumb.
*
Streaming
Stella Padnos
Turn on Tavern on the
Green
Christmas trees, each
branch streamed in light like
a girl radiating,
each finger prickling heat-wise
and my words which
stream past my father's
hearing-aided ear
like a downhill sliding child
The infinite slowness
of sound to my father
Empty regions in thin
sheets like the universe
His ears lit only
by evening
the voluptuous awakening
of night in his ear
My words fleeing before
spoken
like fairies before
dawn
The girlish corpse
of sound in his ear
His ear is sound's
funeral
*
The
Weeping of the Penny Whistle
Peter Horn
The penny whistle begins
to weep
in my dreams: when
was it I heard it
for the first time,
and now I cannot silence it.
It weeps, monotonously,
like the water
running over the stones
in Jonkershoek Valley.
It weeps like the wind:
it weeps in the distance.
I weeps for all whistlers
who have died
in the long years
of hunger and birdshot.
It weeps in the sand
that has been drenched
with the blood of
passers-by
when the bombs exploded
in bars and churches.
It weeps in the trees,
it weeps with the birds,
it weeps in my dreams,
climbing the scales
of sorrow and madness.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~