Fall 2011
he knows his choices. to look through the window out
to where a god is walking — the place where sunlight
meets the sea — or to become the window. we honor
him when we use him freely. ie gaze through windows
to watch snow filling up the spaces between the trees,
or mist rising up from a working harbor. glass of a factory
window steams up or is crisscrossed with dust & cobwebs.
a savior of men is in the shadow on the wall, a spyglass
a sailor looks through to find his way across water. clear
as the eye of a whale, even the glass which holds strong
spirits. a horizon of love or hospitality or rank desire in the
low slung saloon. raw whiskey in a looking glass is like
grandmother placing cut flowers in a crystal vase. once
a lantern on a seacliff greeted us — like a handkerchief
after a journey of ten thousand miles. what is the shape
that is released when black birds fly across an empty
sky? what is the sound a pane of glass makes when it
is touched by a cancer patient at break of dawn? every
thing cries. wind chimes. chainsaws. ash trays. the erotic
pain of survivors and saints is proud as a fountain through
which sunbeams fly — furious as peacock feathers.
you must see my little town at sunset. it is goldenrod
yellow with flecks of red. like blood that has flowed
from a deep wound and will not pool up. especially
at the grocers after a good healthy rain when the sun
comes out but so far nothing else is moving. trucks
and cars splash through a puddle and then they move
out of the picture. a woman with a shopping cart is
pushing a baby with long arms that stretch nearly to
the sky. a few loose circulars are migrating to the sea.
the whole scene is a watercolor that's gone mad with
itself. it all sounds very sentimental, but as you have
suspected we are sentimental people, modest people
in a modest little american town, gasping for air with
the last gasp of the sun. anyhow like i say you must
see my little town at sunset, when the sun goes down
in a goldenrod haze. only this will do for us, and a small
flock of parking lot seagulls fluttering into and out of the
picture, like newsprint.
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